Tsitaat

'' ... te arvate, et Te olete kunstnik, jah ?...
...minu arvates, olete Te pask!...''

The forever call...

I want to howl to the moon...
Fly like a butterfly to the light...
Again feeling that forever call...
It's so strong...
Maybe they call it the failure...
Maybe they call it giving up...
I call it the courage...
Courage to be selfish...
Courage to face the fear of leaving...
Facing the unknown...
With the path of no return...
To never return...

Two moons

I light my cigarette...

Lean back to windshield...

I direct my gaze to the forever emptyness...

There are two moons...

Beside the eternal, is you...

Two moons...

Like a camberwell beauty...

Feeling to leave...

My eternity...

My burdened soul...

As a need to leave to the moon...

Ash from cigarette is falling on the hood...

Light wind takes it to its journey...

It disapears...

A weak tune...still hearing that song...

A need to choose...

Between those moons...

To choose two...

To have two...

Conclusion – lethal doze...

Yet i knew what I am...how to move...

Options like that unnecesary...

Next cigarette litten up...

More ash on the hood...

Still I don’t know...

Which moon to choose...

Märkide keel...

Märkide keel...ehk kuues päev vastu seitsmendat...tegelikult märkasin ma seda juba neljandal päeval...

The fifth pill

They promised that they will work by now...
Why do I still feel quite depressed...
Is it so, cause You came to talk with me yesterday...?
You talked with me about Your fathers car...talked just like one person needing something from other person...
Is this what it's going to be?...from this point on ?
Why i am still feeling....

Lõbus test by Sirlikas

http://www.eau.ee/~karl/test2.html

Kahtlane...
Test näitas risti vastupidi sellele mida soovisin...
Hämmastav...
Miks koostatakse midagi sellist...kas täiuslikku tõde ei eksisteeri ?

The first day of my life

Is it normal to feel like that ?
To have no second doubts...
To eat pills, that you believe, that help you...
To go to sleep at moment and do not write here more at moment...