So i said it out loud...

Now what ?

Is it friday?

Is it friday?

Crash 'n burn...[(u)]...

Whining people...

Don't You sometimes just want to shout to their faces: I TOLD YOU SO...!!!

Every time i read only the one sentence...no life...only work...no sociality...

FUCK YOU...!!!

I told it once, and say it again...You can't have them all...a need to choose...always...

So stop whining...

Always you can have all...but not like the way, like it's played...


Headmaster of todays "not wanted" news - moving away...!

I'm stupid not to tell it when i had chance...all of these chances...
Stupid, stupid, stupid...

Now what...?


Listen: Kotiteollisuus - Arkkunaula
Backround: MSN conversation window, with last row written by ...

4:40...

Departure...
Entering...
Driving...
Cornering...
Accelerating...
Braking...
Speeding...
Stopping...
Exit...
Looking...
Buying...
Paying...
Entering...
Heading...
Cruising...
Fighting...
Arriving...
Feeling...
Breathing...
Calming...
Sensing...
Laying...
Sitting...
Walking...
Feeling...
Feeling again...
Still feeling...
Inhaling...
Letting go...

Letting go more...

Almost everything...

Nah...dream too wide... :)


It took me 8 minutes to write it down, but in 8 months, I haven't been able to put it through...
That part of time, i'm thinking if all that behind my being, has had a reason...
Reason for me...for You...for anybody...?
What's my existence in use to You?
Why am i useful ... ?


Listening: Evanescence - Anywhere
Backround: Silence and cold room...